How I Feel
DISCLAIMER: Very sadly, I do not own Luka :'(...or anyone else mentioned.
SUMMARY: This is a simple one part story from Luka's POV. This all takes place in the County General lounge with a cute ending. I am planning a follow-up to this as well.
County General Lounge 1:36 PM Sunday, December 14, 2003.
*Finally, break time.* I sighed to myslef as I went into the lounge. It was such a heavy workload today, and I was acting so discombobulated I felt like a disorganized medical student on my first day of work. I really just needed to think now, try to egt my mind off of her. With her blonde hair, curly, naturally, blue eyes, gorgeous...thinking about her probably made me so discombobulated in the first place. Her sweet voice, her sarcastic comments. From the very first second that I saw her I knew that it was love. And that hug, her breath on my face, my arms around her. It was my great fantasy, not coming entirely true, but damn close. I dream about her all the time. I want her, to be inside her. I feel myself going crazy inside whenever I see her, though I try to keep my cool demeanor.
"Hey Luka," she's in the lounge with me now. I feel myself going slowly crazy again. Sam, she drives my crazy. I just want to tell her that, but I could never work up that kind of courage.
"Yo, Luka," she says, trying to captivate my attention. She is, but I am so shocked by her beauty, I can't find my voice when I need it most. She flopped down on the couch next to me and flung her gorgeous blonde head on my shoulder. I don't know what to do. Should I put my arm around her? Or not? I finally decide on this. I carefully take my arm off my side and gently pull her onto me a little closer. She seems to like my course of action, she closes her eyes and lays against my chest softly, her feet up on the couch. I wonder if she knows what she does to me. I'm a tortured romantic. I don't know what to do anymore. I feel like I have to ask her to go out with me. She obviously likes me. I finally work up the courage...
"Sam," I say slowly.
"Mmmm...." is the response I get from deep inside my chest
"I want you...I mean, I-I want to g-go out w-with you." *What a spaz* I say to myself. I know I sounded like a complete doof. Sam however, reaches up and kisses me softly on my mouth.
"Of course, Luka. Let's take it from the hug, let's take it from there."
"What I great idea," I say. "We will take it from here." After I say this, I gently return the kiss as she falls asleep on my chest.
Like I said, there will be a follow-up for this.