She Will Be Loved
DISCLAIMER: I don't own nor do I intend any harm to the characters.
SUMMARY: Very Short piece of of Luka's thoughts and/or feelings.
I know she is scared. She holds back... I feel it. But I think its slowly coming down, she letting me in more and more ... sometimes unwillingly, but she is. No woman, not since Danijela, has allowed me in like this. Abby did or started to, then she barricaded me out and went to Carter. But with Sam it is different ... she is slowly trusting me ... and I have no intention of losing that trust, not again, not like before. She will be loved by me and I will not use her, not like I used Abby or Heather or the innumerable other woman I was involved with. And I will not be used, not like Nicole used me... I am letting myself be loved as well, to be happy, to refrain from my destructive behaviors. I am getting myself and my life together. She will be loved ... and so will Alex.